Happy New year friends,,,,,,,,,,

This was 't suppose to happen but actually did. I was in mid way of searching myself and I m again distracted. The life is all about your feelings and I m in melancholy. Frankly speaking , I crave being happy now. I m totally a non thinker now, I m hedonistic and turning restless as its gonna end now.

Trust now i expect the most and life is serving me the least.

These days some ill feelings are also moving under my skin, as when i see myself without support of my mom and papa,i guess i wont like live at all. Now I have to start searching a leader in myself and start leading life.

Arey yaar sachi , i dont have much hope left...I want to throttle up my life. I m praying or rather pleading to almighty that this is the time send me the opportunity , i wont disappoint you.

High time for me,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,dont wana loose it at all.

Man... I think I m turning a little insane too and I m scared. I m trying abate myself as don't want to land up in any mess.

I guess this is the most dangerous way I ever lived. Up there in my brain I getting monstrously

out of control. I guess my hormones are contributing too much.

God saves me, and let me come out this whole phase without getting hurt.

God bless everybody