Hello and welcome. See, I have been till now, a person of sorrow and regret to my readers and somewhere a looser. But I still feel that I have got the power to excel in my life that’s why I was burning the old crop, before sowing new seeds. It is not a only me who is doing this, in my opinion everybody is doing so.
Recently, my babble with the Respected Indian was quiet an irony. He told me that I’m a bore because I go way beyond into the stuffs, than required. This was an eye opener to me. The idea was not speak anything that destroys the interest of listener. You should speak to please the listener; if it is a success then you will be considered for the next conversation. It was his theory which amazed me. Actually I believed in concept of speaking truth and depth. I agreed that my speeches were always too heavy to be digested. But confusion is why we shouldn’t speak what our heart draws. Of course, till now I’m not able to get an answer for this question.
Another event brought more light to this concept. A new friend who’s quiet older to me and had seen lot of ups and downs, told that this my mistake. I’m turning into a stereo type, or rather an information database. I should be sensitive to world around me and act accordingly. His views were acceptable to me. He also discussed that I should think beyond today and plan tomorrow. The divine mouth was analyzing me and it wasn’t hurting. I found a new patience in me and ability. I felt for the things he said. And I made a promise to myself that I will happy more matter what situation is.
Actually, this all made me think that why people disappointed me, because I let them do that. I always compromised myself with other things which were terribly wrong to do. If I see others as humans, I’m also a human so I should give the same treatment to my own self. Really I m bound be success and bound to be happy no matter what comes and goes. The most close relatives, money or may be life itself, being happy is more essential than taking breathe in.
Now I have dream, my dream of a good serene human being, firstly I want to join a gym for my daily workout. It increases amount of oxygen carried into the blood. Second part of the dream is my meditation, I m in process to join Sahaj marg for my inner turbulence and soul. Thirdly I want to study more and essentially Master of Science is the one I dearly pursue.
I wrote all these things dreams, because I see doing this daily in my dreams but in real life some or other reason I fail to make them possible. But my determination is filling daily and passion is going harder and stronger.
As I have shared my dream to you, I should be earnest to tell the reasons. My first reason for not been able to go to gym is a partner with whom I can do the exercise. Reason for second part is my laziness in the evening to go to my master’s house. Reason for third dream is my father’s ability to pay my tuition fees. s
Man its bye from my side as I got my laptop back after 20 day I will be blogging more frequently now onwards. May god bless the world !
